Dreaming Away
im sorry those who were worried sick when they read my blog, esp aunt linda, aunt molly,aunt kimmy to my mum esp . i guess its been a rough patch these couple of mths . but most of d time it has been since i left kch for LA . its like im riding this roller coaster when i step thru d terminal of kch airport on 13th dec 2004 . its been up n down till now, but overall im still hanging on am i . problems keep coming n hitting me in the face there were so many times i wanted to just give up n pack my bags n go back home . but iv chosen this path myself, to come n search for a new life . i guess it comes with a heavy price n with that, strong dreams must be a must .
well the weekend was spent in the utmost laziest way u could ever imagine, for the whole friday, i was just at home watching anime n surfing blogs, doing nth, on sat the same .. d whole day n nite . till sunday, i went out with my girl to palos verdes, a place south of redondo beach, its an estate really where koreans n white ppl live, but i remembered a park where there was once i got lost with my mum lookin for a college n ending up there . with the beautiful blue californian sky n the waves by the side, d sun in ur face, with kids running around without care . fresh air was the answer to a perfect relaxing sunday ..
i guess even with all the odds or whatever odds there may or would be, i am here already am i . ill maximize wat i have in hand to acheive wateva i can ..
i always run from problems n i would always envy other ppl esp when im stuck in a situation, i was thinkin the other day, how nice if we all could go back in time n change wat we done wrong in the past, i was thinkin wat would i change if i could go back in time .. so dat i wont b this miserable sometimes .. but i tot .. mayb iv changed it already, iv took the step .. im already better than wat i was .. or if there was ever .. a 'was' . anyways just a thought .. i am wat i am .. nothings gonna change that
posted by jitpunkia at
9:41 PM
8 Comments:
u taught me to enjoy the ride bro! hang in there. good things will come soon!
hmm being able to reflect on the past is already a blessing.. to reflect and be inspired to become someone better than one used to be, that's priceless.
If one could go back in time and correct all the mistakes, one can never be smart enough making right choices these days.
No need focus on wat u did wrong in de past. Wat u wanna do good in the future is more important. Wat fun u wanna do next is more exciting. Please don't sound like our bro hocklin.
yes..i agree with ah kor..good things will come.. if u cud go back in time and change everything.. u wud haf changed u.. u wudn't be jitpunkia anymore.. we might be strangers on the streets... u might not haf met calv.. everything happens for a reason... so stay strong.. like what my fren said, what doesn't kill u makes u stronger.. all da best vin *hugs*
Why don't you come back to Malaysia for holiday? :)
Be glad that you faced so many obstacles and hard situations face on and that you are still standing straight in this world.
It may surprise you but not many ppl actually can accomplish that.
do make the most of your life, with what you have, and where you are.
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