Dear Ronnie

dear ronnie,

remember the time when u stole the ball and we were down by 2 n u pass me the ball with less than a minute left . n i drained the clutch 3 n we won the game . remember we had matching shoes, just different color . remember we met on the bus randomly and u said u didnt want to use ur motorcycle cz u felt its been a while since uv been on the bus . remember how we always talk about girls or basketball n how u try so hard to compete with me . we met about 12yrs ago . i mistaken u for a friend that i knew, but turn out u were someone else . who knew u were gonna one of my best buds for life . remember that nite when u drove me out n we went for supper . remember the time we sat at the court saying that ill b in japan one day, and u said u were gonna be somewhere in london at the same time . always with that sarcasm wherever u went . i still dream of u till today . i lost the picture of u . and the only remembrance i had of u is our memories that we shared together . i just want u to know im doing good . i finally got out of kuching, and finally living out here, overseas . i also want u to know after u left us .. 6yrs ago . i went back to our 'squad' i used ur jersey number #15 . once or twice i swear to god . i saw someone so like u . i was baffle . i wanted to call out, but deep down i know .. it wasnt you . i know we wont meet again this life . but i hope we do in the next . for now .. im trying hard .. to live this life ..

i miss you ..