Monday, October 23, 2006

Halloween Debut



bought my latest toy last week . cant believe im still able to spend so much on a toy . guess its expected . once im determine to get something or do something . im gonna go all out . as long as it feel its worth it to me . the first pic was at gabriel's birthday party about 2 weeks ago . i was so wasted, its been a while since i drank so much . was tired before the party started . playing in the asian league . really been bz these past few days . esp since my weekly routine is going to work 36hours a week . 14 - 16hours of classes a week . and lots of hours of driving . the lease of the place im staying is gonna end mid november . been lookin for a new place to move .. ideally venice beach . a day before yesterday, i tot i finally got a place in venice . but eventually the landlord said he given the lease to someone else today . but its all good . its not like lifes gonna end or something, come to think of it iv been so much since i came to LA, this aint shit . remembering the day i sat in the living room at my mum's place literally in tears worrying about whose gonna pay my fees for school IF i did get accepted . didnt get to enroll for school, had no income so whatsoever, had no job, had no place to go, had no idea what would the next couple of weeks would bring .. that was almost 2years ago . everything is in place now .. im working my ass off at the restaurant for my fees and with some extra, i can do a lil shopping once in a while .. school, didnt make any friends, but still its all good .. im going to classes trying to learn as much as i can each day,

theres a 73year old waiter in my restaurant, i asked him last night while we working, his so strong still able to work, while most of his friends are already dead, every morning when he wakes up and feel the sunlight in his face, the first touch, when his feet touches the ground, i bet he must thank god that he is able to walk another day, to be able to breathe another day, to feel the breeze another day .

i never imagine in my life, i would b able to feel the sun in my face and my so grateful im alive for another day . i never imagine that i could push myself to such effiency and capacity to be able to produce and work so hard for myself ...

be mindful of the force ..

3 Comments:

Anonymous baselnator said...

It's been a while ya...
stopped by just to say hi~

11:23 PM  
Blogger Veron said...

i read part of my mind here again.
though, i pray and thank God every night for a complete day, even it aint smooth. and hope for another day, to make thgs smooth..^^

(i think i noe what costume u gonna put up d...heehee)

8:12 AM  
Anonymous Stevo said...

that shit looks real tight, since i am not there, u might really get to win the best costume, enjoy it while u can..hehehe may the force be with you ~

2:21 AM  

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