Eye For An Eye

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in less then 24hours ill be on a plane for the first time in nearly 4yrs, heading east, 6hour flight, 3time zones, to the big apple, a vacation finally, besides my snow trips, im finally spending on something besides the snow, well a big part of the decision was cause this person that iv met for 2 days is flying me out . is it something in the air? is it the chemistry? substance? but i followed my heart and this is where it leads me .

but i cant deny im also going against my own theories and principles that a long distant relationship is non existence in this world, its a ghost r/ship, its for the weak hearted, to those who are afraid to be alone . to create something that is non tangible to believe they are not alone in this world, we are born alone and we die alone . in between we may meet people along the way, but who can stay with you throughout the journey? not many i think . what more to say long distant relationship .

after the girl who left me to new zealand and never came back, i vow never never to be in a long distant relationship again in this life . waitin for something that never return .

but ill flow with it and see what paths open for me .

i will stay strong . or to some i will stay a coward who doesnt dare to love? who is afraid to get hurt? but i will try my best to protect myself for non is out there to protect others .