Memorial Weekend

sadly, nearly 40 malaysians are flying off from Los Angeles to yellowstone
this long weekend to go superb scenery hiking and camping not to mention super water rafting . while i chose my path to stay back here in Los Angeles all alone, besides with my mum of course . due to heavy snow addiction and a nightmare that trigger my decision to head up 5hours north again to shred the weekend away . looking at that picture ill be heading down from the top with full speed with a vengeance .

i read rina's blog few minutes ago about her dear friend calling her and chatted for an hour . reminds me of how am i doing in my life . i said i could only name 2 friends, now to think about it . maybe 3? one of thems dead, literally . cant really think of much people who could randomly call me and we can talk for an hour . im not feeling sad or happy . its just the way it is . iv always live my life selfishly and i dont expect others to give me more than i deserve . i deserve what im getting now, no doubt . relationship wise with everyone . i meet people easily . but to be friends with them, hard . maybe its a inner thing . maybe to those people i dont think they are my so-called friends . maybe in their head they think im their buddy . who knows . my head turns in such a way, the energy should be put in more positive things i guess . but hell, thats me .

happy hiking to those going to yellowstone . be safe . im sure im gonna shred my heart out this weekend, before i have to wait another 6 months for snow, unless i fly to portland or whistler where they have snow for 12months .

* peace *

An Early Summer's Snowy Dream

pure love is the words i have to describe my love for the snow . this weekend was perfect, the snow fall was so beautiful while i carve the mountain with my baby bringing me 60km per hour down those slopes . joy was in my heart, adrenaline was pumping in my veins . my heart throbbing fast for the fear of crashing, yet i wanna feel the wind in my face, or at least my goggles and bandana . all of a sudden, all the worries in the world disappear for a brief period . thanks to my crew . my baby girl, james, steven, yuh wen, aiko my racing partner . despite the lil glitches that happen throughout the trip like taking a lot of time to dig themselve out of bed, the boot issue for 20minutes . the rest were all good . but im so sorry to cause a scene at the mills, esp to my girl . nobody has more pure love for the snow than me, nobody slept less than me, nobody woke up earlier than me, nobody carve more distance than me, nobody had more joy than me . its truly purest of the pure .
mammoth, 2nd vizit was heavenly . i always think im gonna be in LA for some time . but im thinking about moving somewhere not to far from LA, but yet close to those heavenly mountains . i think i will . somewhere in the mountains with no kobe, with no friends, with no venice beach . i guess im ready to give it all i have . moving there to continue my 2nd part of my studies . get a season pass, carve every day . every single day during winter .

lil tyler fannigan is 13yrs old this year if im not mistaken, his among the pros that were flying on the rails at mammoth this weekend, he was sponsored by GNU when he was 10years old or younger . that was the exact spot where i was standing while watching the pros do their thing . 10000usd went to jonas from minnesota . hail to the great ones!