sadly, nearly 40 malaysians are flying off from Los Angeles to yellowstone
this long weekend to go superb scenery hiking and camping not to mention super water rafting . while i chose my path to stay back here in Los Angeles all alone, besides with my mum of course . due to heavy snow addiction and a nightmare that trigger my decision to head up 5hours north again to shred the weekend away . looking at that picture ill be heading down from the top with full speed with a vengeance .
i read rina's blog few minutes ago about her dear friend calling her and chatted for an hour . reminds me of how am i doing in my life . i said i could only name 2 friends, now to think about it . maybe 3? one of thems dead, literally . cant really think of much people who could randomly call me and we can talk for an hour . im not feeling sad or happy . its just the way it is . iv always live my life selfishly and i dont expect others to give me more than i deserve . i deserve what im getting now, no doubt . relationship wise with everyone . i meet people easily . but to be friends with them, hard . maybe its a inner thing . maybe to those people i dont think they are my so-called friends . maybe in their head they think im their buddy . who knows . my head turns in such a way, the energy should be put in more positive things i guess . but hell, thats me .
happy hiking to those going to yellowstone . be safe . im sure im gonna shred my heart out this weekend, before i have to wait another 6 months for snow, unless i fly to portland or whistler where they have snow for 12months .
* peace *